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He woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes, started making his way past two in the morning. He hasn't been sober for days. Leaning now into the breeze, remembering sunday he falls to his knees, they had breakfast together but two eggs don't last like the feeling of what he needs. Now this place seems familiar to him, she pulled on his hand with a devilish grin, she let him upstairs, she let him upstairs left him dying to get inside.
Forgive me i'm trying to find, my calling, i'm calling at night, i don't meant to be a bother but have you seen this girl?. She's been runing trough my dreams, and it's driving me crazy it seems, i'm gonna ask her to marry me.
Even though she doesn't believe in love, he's determined to call her bluff, who could deny this butterflies that feel in his gut? Waking the neighbours, unfamiliar faces, now he bleeds, now he tries but he's only denied now he's dying to get inside.
The neighbours said she moved away, funny how it rained all day... i didn't think much of it then but it's starting to all make sense. Oh i can see now that all of these clouds are following me in my desperate endeavor to find my whoever, wherever she may be.
Well i guess i'll go home now...