20.

Did the best that i could, said i'd die for you and i would, but i've drowned all those feellings in the flood, need to know if you're there, if you're listening to my prayers, to my tears, feel like raindrops trhough the mud
How was i to know that a year ago i'd need to read between the lines, and every lie?
And that's why... everytime i fall asleep my dreams are haunted
Everytime i close my eyes i'm not alone, and everytime i crie i'm right back where you wanted
i tried to drown you out so the down goes another one
Living fast, dying young, but i'm living with what you've done and i face accusations, i won't run. I'm starting to remember things that you said, i'm unravelling what they meant but the world moves on you're just another one.
And how can i go on 'cause when i'm in the sun i see your shadow on the ground but you're never there when i turn around